y? again..

u can do watever u love to do

u can dun care about how i feel

u can hurt me whenever u wan

bt nvm

as long as i love u

i wil nt blame u

mayb im nt tat good enuf

bt i jus have tat only 1 wish

jus pls dun say break up anymore
n i dun wish to argue wif u anymore

i beg u for tis

♥

dear

actually i know how u feel

bt jus tat i dunno how to say out

n i jus rather to let u scold

til enuf

i m truly know wat kind of ppl u r

bt i dunno how to tel u how much i understand u

u jus make me dumb

dear

i jus wan to tel u tat i really love u

n pls dun use tat kind of tone to talk to me

i really scared of it

jus pls dun leave me

i love u

♥

i really wish tat u can come to my birthday party
do u know how much i was hurt?
after u telling me u r nt coming
if i invite alot of ppl
the feel
u know wat is the feel in my heart?
it was so pain
i cant cry out
i dun wan to let u know
i jus pretended like normal
n tats y i get crazy
i pull my hair
i hit the table
i hit the wall
i dun wan u to worry
so i nvr tel u
know y?
coz of pressure
pressure made me like tis
n i dun wan u to get more pressure
i really taught of izit i got mental problem?
i was afraid
i feel lonely
i could find a save
bt who can i find?
nvm

ok
end here
good night
♥
i love u dear
muackxx