拿了成绩之后....

你知道吗？其实我不是不想跟你说妈妈骂过我什么，而是我不忍心说出口！我为你着想不跟你说，但是却一次又一次的伤我的心！我并没有为自己想！我为你而想！你要知道？那好，我跟你说！妈妈骂我成绩考不好，是因为我不够努力！而且她以为我在她在澳洲的时候，考试期间没有读书一直跟你出门！她不信我很少跟你出！他就那你跟我朋友的男朋友比较！我知道你会乱想才不跟你说的！我怎忍心说出口啊？我心都痛到不知像什么了
那现在你明白了吗？老公 >.<

5th month

10 oct

argue again

haih

i rather go n die

u dun understand me

u said i dun understand u

bt u nvr try to understand me

bt i did!

i trying my hard to understand u

everyday

everytime

i think of u

i care about u

i even can about how u feel

wif every words i say

bt did u?

NO!

wat i get from u is

scold

angry faces

suan la

my heart get hurt from u

did u ever care?

u nvr comfort me

nvr say sorry

bt u say i make u treat me like tis

fine

dear

im sorry

<3

its all my fault

IM USELESS

...

y? again..

u can do watever u love to do

u can dun care about how i feel

u can hurt me whenever u wan

bt nvm

as long as i love u

i wil nt blame u

mayb im nt tat good enuf

bt i jus have tat only 1 wish

jus pls dun say break up anymore
n i dun wish to argue wif u anymore

i beg u for tis

♥

dear

actually i know how u feel

bt jus tat i dunno how to say out

n i jus rather to let u scold

til enuf

i m truly know wat kind of ppl u r

bt i dunno how to tel u how much i understand u

u jus make me dumb

dear

i jus wan to tel u tat i really love u

n pls dun use tat kind of tone to talk to me

i really scared of it

jus pls dun leave me

i love u

♥

i really wish tat u can come to my birthday party
do u know how much i was hurt?
after u telling me u r nt coming
if i invite alot of ppl
the feel
u know wat is the feel in my heart?
it was so pain
i cant cry out
i dun wan to let u know
i jus pretended like normal
n tats y i get crazy
i pull my hair
i hit the table
i hit the wall
i dun wan u to worry
so i nvr tel u
know y?
coz of pressure
pressure made me like tis
n i dun wan u to get more pressure
i really taught of izit i got mental problem?
i was afraid
i feel lonely
i could find a save
bt who can i find?
nvm

ok
end here
good night
♥
i love u dear
muackxx

15 aug- y?

15 aug 2011

y??

y??

y everyday wan to argue?

i dun understand

u make me feel crazy

i feel like wanna go n bang the wall

i feel very frustrated

i wanna cry

bt i cant let u know

i cant let u see

u dun understand me

dunno wat i actually wan

i jus wan a simple life

simple couple life

y?

y i cant have it?

T.T

dunno y

i jus feel like everything i do

is wrong

totally wrong

y?

y every couple can jus write anything on their fb or even their dear's fb?

y i cant?

y after i wrote on ur wall

u delete it?

y u wan to do tis to me?

dear

im sry

i feel very hurt

bt i nvr tel u

is jus becoz

i love u

bt if u dun trust me

i'll take it

...

gd 9

:'(

bad day

u can dun trust me

bt i tel u wat

i nvr betray u!

pls dun listen to others

i beg u

i dun wanna leave u

u r the oni 1 i love

dear

心痛

:'(